Hello! I figured it was time to reach out and talk about something I struggle with on a daily basis...
I've began to feel like I am at my breaking point, every single hobby I sit down to enjoy, I end up failing before putting the pencil to paper. Drawing, Writing Music, and most of all Paper Modeling. I sit down, excited to work on projects that I have been hoping to work on for months and I don't even get done with one part before giving up. I don't know why I must struggle with these issues, if something doesn't fit right, I loose my work ethic, if something has a messed up print mark, I loose my work ethic, and if my cuts aren't clean and if it isn't perfectly assembled, I loose my work ethic. I don't know why I have been cursed with this mentality and I have no clue how to get rid of it. I FEEL LIKE I AM LOOSING MY MIND because I can't do any of the things I enjoy anymore. I hate doing every thing that I used to love and I have no clue how to regain my love for my hobbies anymore. I was curious if anybody felt the same as I did about these things and had any ideas on how to fix it because I have no clue what's wrong with me and I feel like I have nothing left. Don't worry about me though because I do have a therapist I meet with weekly and I am in a good state mentally, I just don't know how to fix these issues I have and was curious if anyone had any ideas on how I could combat that mentality because It would be greatly appreciated of me. I can't recount the last time I finished a project entirely and I just wish someone knew what approach I could have to combat these issues. Thank you all so much for reading and I hope that you all are having an excellent day.
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I've began to feel like I am at my breaking point, every single hobby I sit down to enjoy, I end up failing before putting the pencil to paper. Drawing, Writing Music, and most of all Paper Modeling. I sit down, excited to work on projects that I have been hoping to work on for months and I don't even get done with one part before giving up. I don't know why I must struggle with these issues, if something doesn't fit right, I loose my work ethic, if something has a messed up print mark, I loose my work ethic, and if my cuts aren't clean and if it isn't perfectly assembled, I loose my work ethic. I don't know why I have been cursed with this mentality and I have no clue how to get rid of it. I FEEL LIKE I AM LOOSING MY MIND because I can't do any of the things I enjoy anymore. I hate doing every thing that I used to love and I have no clue how to regain my love for my hobbies anymore. I was curious if anybody felt the same as I did about these things and had any ideas on how to fix it because I have no clue what's wrong with me and I feel like I have nothing left. Don't worry about me though because I do have a therapist I meet with weekly and I am in a good state mentally, I just don't know how to fix these issues I have and was curious if anyone had any ideas on how I could combat that mentality because It would be greatly appreciated of me. I can't recount the last time I finished a project entirely and I just wish someone knew what approach I could have to combat these issues. Thank you all so much for reading and I hope that you all are having an excellent day.
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