BREAK DOWN
WIRING;
I can read instructions & hear them like;
RED WIRE SCREWS ON HERE TO MAKE THE SWITCH THROW RIGHT, GREEN WIRE [EXAMPLES - SHOOT, I JUST LOOKED & MY EXAMPLES ARE THE REAL WAYS IT IS HOCKED UP

TO ME] TO MAKE IT GO LEFT.
The problem is that I have small motor problems.
PUTTING LIGHTS IN WHEN THEY BURN OUT
[I can get bulbs @ the hobby store & screw them in, but I guess I would have to buy a set with the wires to connect them to the power]
SODERING [Never tried it, scared I might mess it up, maybe next time I will ask dad to show me.]
PUTTING TRACK TOGETHER [Kind of hard when the connectors will not work, I can do it some what that way. But no a days we glue the roadbed & track down, & the last time I tried it [when dad watched me] I got glue on the rails which is bad. So dad does that now, see when I glue or squeeze the bottle to make it come out it comes out when it wants too not when I want it too.]
CLEANING MY ENGINES & CARS [small parts are hard to get @, also I need to know how much oil & where. Also I can take the trucks [wheels] off, but there again my small motor problems stop me.]
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Other things;
About me,
I have an unknown disability that is close to mild cerebral palsy, I can do some things but not what matters to others.
I am 48 years old & my mind is 10 years old, there is a lot I can do but it is with my hobbies. My hobbies are;
# 1 = TRAINS [LIKE TO WATCH REAL ONES + HEAR THEM & GO WITH DAD ON TRAIN TRIPS WITH THE NHRS, AS WELL AS GO TO TRAIN SHOWS.]
#2 = COMPUTER [I HAVE SOME TRAIN PROGRAMS LIKE;
TRAIN ENGINEER
TRAIN SIMULATOR
ENGINE & CAR SPREAD SHEET [WHICH I SAW ON SOME TRAIN WEB SITE & DAD MADE IT FOR ME;
ENGINE OR CAR# PERSON WHO MADE IT WHERE ON THE LAYOUT
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I even made a computer network [bulletin board system] for my towns as in me calling the network;
All I got now is
CHAT & MINUTES OF THE MEETING
I pretend my towns are real

& most people may think this is childish, but I found out this 1 HO club does it too & someone says it is not childish.
I use my walkie-talkies & talk to myself + answer myself, I have 1 FRS [FAMILY RADIO SERVICE] that only works up to 1/2 of a mile. So I would listen first then get on the radio;
"BREAK 10"
"GO AHEAD 'PEE-WEE [ME]'"
"THANKS FOR THE BREAK 'SHEET SHAKER OR WILD WEASEL' [CB NAMES I USE, I USE REAL ONES OR MAKE UP ONES, LIKE;
YARD CREW - MEN WHO WORK IN THE RAILROAD YARDS, US TO HAVE THEM AS HANDYMAN BUT MOST CB NAMES ARE LIKE PEOPLES FIRST & LAST NAMES SO I CHANGED IT.
I also use every thing I done & learned in life with how I do things, I add real changes to how I do things.
I also use sound effects from my computer like;
HELICOPTER FROM MY 3D TBS THAT CAME WITH THE COMPUTER WITH MY HELICOPTER ON MY TOWS.
I also have a scanner [police, fire/rescue. train [CSX/AMTRK/MARK/& METRO [DC/MD/VA SUBWAY]
I am also trying to get a movie house so I can use my TV & VCR for my towns as in going to the movies.
I also have music CD's I play as background concerts.
I have a church on my towns [1 town] & use it as a real church because man seems not to want me to volunteer in their church so

to them! So I learned how they do things in church, so I do things like a pastor does + play my CD for praise & worship. I also have things like they do on the 1st Sunday of every month [bread & grape juice], I also have fellowship time too. I have my people in 2 shifts as in AM & PM. I also go by the 24 hour clock too.
Also if you see miss spelled words
Words not spelled write
Wrong words
It is all due to my type of disability!
I had wanted to put a web page up for my towns, but with all these virus & Spam + other

[nasty] people. I decided not to have one in 2004

, I wanted to also make 1 just for how I operate as in just myself, but if I did that I would need to come up with 70-80 user names [& I have tried doing that too

]. But it takes for ever & what if someome wanted to use this to 'pick on me?] Some people would not mind even letting me do this & 1 time [I GOT TO TELL YOU ALL THIS] I was talking to myself & someone heard me [& I did not know it them, but I started a REAL CLUB] & liked what I was doing, so this started a club. Then some person got :curse: @ me [it said curse when I picked that face, but curse is right he did curse @ me.], then repeate or played a recording of me on the radio + made noises. Then I stopped & made it myway as in making my own antenna just so I can use 2 radios to hear myself talking [also so to see the lights on the radio]. So like someone once said to me;
"As long as you are happy it is ok."
I also got some :cry: news about my disability too;
Dad told me that I can never marry, but I did & thought to myself

. Right, WRONG! I got dad

@ me & he got cold on the whole thing, my wife wanted things her way only & I got to tell the truth. I was kind of

&

, because as dad said 'I am a loner'. All I do is operate my trains as a real town or village, I also remembered all my layouts & on TRAIN ENGINEER I made all of them! Also dad is begging to understand that this is all I can do, so dad is building my layout the way I want it. Also I moved in this apartment building due to my marriage, & the 1st thing I wanted in my apartment was my train set. So half of my living room is trains, I also have TRAIN VCR TAPES TOO!
I also us to belong [dad did too] to a CB EMERGENCY CLUB called REACT, so I made an emergency club for my towns. I call it 'SPERT [Sunnyvale Plasticvale Emergency Responce Team' & I wanted to use REACT but e-mailed them because I wanted to have them on my web page, so I asked first. I got a reply back [nasty too] & was told NO!!!, in 1988 I got kicked off the team because I was handicapped.
So this is how I operate my life, there is nothing for me. I am close to getting a [mans world] volunteer job in a school for disabled kids & adults [well from 2 - 21 years]. I was told that I will be told either :thumb: or

but either way it turns out, I will not be :cry: or

or

but

! Because I know God is looking out for me, also dad is trying to help me too. Dad told the boss about my skills & so did I [dad on the phone, me walking there] & the boss seem to be

& was

that someone had skills. He told me that 1 of their voluteers left so he has an opening, all he needs to do is talk with his staff [staff meeting]. But it looks like it will be an :thumb: for me!
Well I hope all of this will save & the sysop of this board will not be

@ me.
So later all........