
I am at end stage liver failure now. My doctor has referred me to hospice for consideration.
Last week end I began internal bleeding and took about a two pint transfusion. This will continue at times.
I haven't emailed or posted much this year of late. I have been in the hospital repeatedly it seems and am always coming or going and have little time of energy to even think to write or do anything with my trains.
I have but a few friends, most of whom are on the net and especialy on this forum, the best train forum on line, who have been so loyal and good to me and I wish I could see you and be with you and visit your layouts that I might impress upon you how much your friend ship and support has meant to me. How much more you have made this hobby more than it could be otherwise.
In return I can only offer you this, trust in God always and you will never be alone. You will never be afraid or lost if you do. At leaste I have come to believe that of late.
Keep making this the worlds' greatest hobby now. AS we all have done the last several years or so I have found a home here. I love all you guys.
Steve
AKA Gil Finn