No one starts out making "PERFECT" models.
My first kit was the Thunder Fighter. It looked like RUBBISH! I continued practicing and (eventually), I was able to improve my skills to a point where I think that I can make a decent model and be proud of it. with that being said, I know that there are people out there that are FAR better then I, but I still strive to improve my skills (not to match or surpass them but to be the best that I can be for me).
The BEST thing about this forum is that we are here to help each other improve and grow in this hobby as a whole.
Not to compete with one another.
The best advice that I can give you (or anyone else for that matter), find a builder that you like, and follow his/her build threads. REALLY pay attention to how they do things. So REAL interest in their work and skills. ASK QUESTIONS! I guarantee that (for the most part) they will be more than willing to help and guide you to improve. As well as share some of their techniques with you.
KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK!!!