Hi guys. a few years ago (around 2016) i let you know that my wife has a cyst inside of her pancreas . its been quite a few years going on with her. first biopsy done showed that some cells showed that it"might" be the very aggressive cancer and it was at less 1 cm size. forward to 2018 she had a scan done at it had grown to 2.3 cm. she was having more and more pain and pancreatitis bouts. October of last year had another scan.. had grown to 3 cm . she started to loose weight and had problems eating . her new doc was getting worried and set up a appointment with a new surgeon ( not the quack from back in 2016) for him to see her. i got her there in January and he wanted to put her into the hospital THAT day to start testing. my wife has bad p.t.s.d. , anxiety, and other problems and wanted to wait till that Thursday to give him her answer. that was a Monday. Tuesday and Wednesday she took extra of her morning celexa. both times taken to our local hospital only to be released within 2 hours. Thusrday morning she took 13 pills.. i called state police and rescue... they took her to the major hospital for this time. i called the surgeon she saw and told him what was going on and to see if he could do anything since she was at the hospital where her works.. few hours later i get a call from the e.r. saying that he had her admitted right away. this was 4 weeks ago. she was in a lot of pain and had lost weight from 200 to 130 lbs. they did a ct scan and also a M.R.C.P. scan. it had grown to 4 cm. it IS the aggressive cancer. he was gonna take out her panaceas but upon doing a lung test was found out that she would not survive the operation. her only options are chemo and radiation. but we found out that she cant do chemo now either due to her system being too weak. she goes for her 1st radiation treatment tomorrow. and that has changed from first it was goning to be 6 weeks worth, then it was changed to 5 weeks. it's now down to only 2 weeks worth that they are going to do . her blood work shows the markers of the cancer through it. i'm try to build to keep my mind off stuff but its kind of hard to do. we havent been told on how long she has and i get the idea they dont want to say anything in front of her because of her state of mind. she does know its the bad stuff. i have a meeting with the hospital and doctors tomorrow to find out on what and where we go from here. been just holding off on posting anything till i know for sure what is what. you are all great people here and i just needed to let you know if i vanish for a while..just keep plugging at it guys and know that i'm gonna do the same
