hello everyone, sorry for the negative attitude im posting, but i think i have had it with trying to draw a track plan that operates, not just runs in circles. over the past 8 - 9 months, i have spent literally thousands of dollars on lumber, track, switches, rolling stock, and locomotives. i have spent many countless hours up into the wee hours of the night trying to come up with a track plan to fit my already assembled bench work. so far, i have nothing more than i had months ago. my wife is tired of me getting frustrated and has even threatened to leave me if i dont come up with something after all the money i have spent. i have asked many questions on this forum, some pretty dumb, and you have all helped me. i just have no talent to design a feasable track plan to fit my bench work. i know its desperate, but i have even offered to pay someone to design me a track plan, but now i dont really have the money to pay for such a service, i have been unemployed for around three months or so. i just dont know what to do, i cant design, i have bought every book that has ever been recomended, but i still cant grasp the concept of design. if anyone has any words of advice, nows the time because i am really at my witts end. thanks for all the help in the past.