A couple months back I lost my job and all that entails. For a while, during my job searches, I worked hard on the layout and made some real nice progress, but since then the money has dried up and my outlook is quite grim. I've begun to notice I have NO interest in my trains AT ALL. I haven't touched them in any way for weeks. No scenic work, no planning, no wiring, no running trains, no forum posting... nothing. I've even thought of selling it off to raise funds, although that is only a "thought" at the moment. I really enjoyed my hobby until now, but fear I'm losing that part of my life to the realities that abound. I'm not looking for advice or anything - just wanted to vent a bit. I certainly can't do that anywhere else - except a shrink!