ever play the piano? lift weights? collect stamps? people who have hobbies usually spend 3-4 hours steadily on them every day. there are days off, but its back to the grindstone right away. so don't feel bad if you have to make 84 models this month. or re-build the same model over and over until you get it perfect. YOU ARE NORMAL, at least as far as hobbies go, lol!